Saturday, April 28, 2012

Geometry

I feel certain it has become very apparent to any reader that I am not normal.  (Not that I don’t want to be, mind you.  In fact, I am always hoping that before I die God will allow me to live just one day feeling like I might be normal.)  If anyone were to doubt that assertion s/he would only have to hear me say that Geometry was my all-time favorite course.  On any occasion that I have shared that fact, the response has varied.  Those who are particularly kind have looked stunned and fumbled around for what they could possibly say.  Out of their kindness, some have tried to indicate that, well, that’s okay.  They seem to want to assure me that loving Geometry doesn’t make me a bad person.  Others, evidently not having ever met one person who liked Geometry, have laughed, assuming I was kidding.  Upon learning that no, actually I wasn’t kidding at all, they have been so dumbfounded as to only be able to mumble “Wow!”, or a similar one word reaction.  People who already know me fairly well before learning of my enthusiasm for Geometry, just reply something like, “Regenia, tell me you’re kidding.  That’s just too weird!”  In my now 63 years I have only recently met one person who did not have a keen aversion to Geometry.  
Having openly admitted my propensity for this discipline let me rush on to explain it.  Maybe I should say attempt to explain it.  Given how difficult my partiality towards this subject is to understand, that might be a far more accurate thing to say.  I like Geometry for several reasons.  First it requires one to learn something beyond straight memorization and/or feeding back of information.  You have to learn a set of basic, essential theorems and then apply them to a problem.  Another appeal of Geometry for me has to do with the theorems themselves.  They are mathematical statements which have proven to be true or which are generally and widely expected to be true before they are actually proven.  So, fact and truth are the basis for the problem solving.    Great way to approach a problem, I’d say!  A third reason I like Geometry so much is that, at least from my perspective, it teaches logical thinking that could and should (I think) be applied to any area of problem solving. 
In defining Geometry, I would say it is a course of study that teaches one to think in a step by step manner about how to solve a problem; and using as a basis for that process, only statements of proven fact/truth, or statements accepted as such.  So, the process of problem solving begins with common ground and the subsequent solution must be based solely on that common ground.  The problem can not be solved by interpreting a fact or making one up, or insisting upon a perceived truth that is not agreed upon as fact by the problem solvers.  What’s not to like?  I see it as a valuable tool for life, not just a dreaded course of study in the educational process, something to suffer through and expect never to use in the real world.  
My last “excuse” for liking Geometry so much is that the explanation of any solution to a problem must be presented in a certain way, in terms of “given” and “then”.  I like that one can not  just present his/her solution to a problem without also making perfectly clear the direct connection between the proposed solution and underlying fact/truth.  Knowing the premise/s on which a solution is based seems efficient for promoting discussion, which should encourage further thinking and perhaps an even better solution to whatever problem is at hand.   It allows others to see where a problem solver “is coming from”.  The full context of the problem’s proposed solution, as well as the thoughts by which that solution was reached is clearly identified.  Additionally, the method of explanation puts exactly the same “burden of proof” on any would be problem solvers.  
I expect that were I having this “conversation” with someone other than myself I would hear about the benefits of creative thinking; about how “thinking outside the box” is necessary for some difficult issues.  I do not disagree with that position because I do not see sound reasoning as an opposite to creative thinking.  I see the two ideas as full complements to each other.  Unless I have understood incorrectly, most of the creative inventions of history have necessarily come about by perseverance over failure/s.  They progress based on the truth of what does NOT work, along with any other corollary fact or truth they might have learned.   If I understand correctly, creative people who are not inventors mature by the continued applying of oneself to an art until mastery is achieved and new challenges relating to that art are pursued, which in turn result in new questions and new thoughts about how to develop further. 
Can I provide some examples to illustrate my point?  Sure.  When the Apollo 13 mission was in danger of being unable to successfully return to earth, crucial innovations were written in three days instead of three months!   Creativity saved the lives of the crew.  But that urgent creative process was based on certain known facts and proven truths.  These were the “givens” in that particular problem.  And the very creative solution had to be based on these givens.
 And I’m sure you’ve aware of the Picasso napkin story.  It is said that while at a Paris cafĂ© someone requested that Picasso do a sketch on a napkin.  He quickly did so and then asked an exorbitant amount as payment.  The person who had made the request, being completely shocked, complained to Picasso, reminding him that the sketch had only taken him a very few minutes.  Picasso readily agreed but stated that it had taken him 50 years to learn to do such a sketch in a few brief moments.  I’ve never learned whether or not that story is true.  However, true or not, it illustrates that the creative process has some basis in facts and truths previously learned. 
The last reason I like Geometry is that I think it helped me learn the value of questions.  It helped me to learn to ask for the underlying assumptions on which opinions are based.  It taught me that for real problem solving there has to be some premise in fact.  And it taught me to look for that direct connection between those factual premises and the “then” conclusion.  I’ve found that invaluable because I hear a lot of “then” statements about proposed solutions to problems without any reference whatsoever about the “given” facts.  All of this has led me to use the Geometry method in question form, which I have found really helpful when thinking through an issue.  Sometimes I don’t have a concrete conclusion about something, but my thinking process begins by identifying and/or clarifying the “givens” followed by “why” or “why not” questions.  
Let me cite some examples here as well.  I’ll use some of the ridiculous things I have blundered upon lately.  As is usually true for me, these are things I have seen or heard only momentarily but which have caused by Geometry training to kick in.    
~ One presidential candidate, whom I work hard at never, ever hearing or seeing, has said that the right to bear arms “comes from God”. 
Given that this man makes such a statement with complete confidence and authority, and given that he says he is a Christian, then why doesn’t he tell me exactly where in the Bible I can find that truth so I can see it for myself?
~ This same candidate said that if elected president, he would submit to the UN a treaty that would make the right to carry a gun “a human right for every person on the planet”.  He goes on to say that, although we do not need to impose American values across the globe, “we do need to go across the planet and advocate human values”. 
Given that he sees carrying a gun  so important a human right and given that people are dying of hunger across the world, then why would he not advocate feeding the hungry first so they would have the physical strength to hold their guns?  (I ask such a pathetically ridiculous question only to highlight the absurdity of this man’s assertion and the priorities.  Given that people have supported this man, then I doubt their ability to recognize my intentional absurdity.)
~ Combining the above ideas of this man, I have to ask myself another question. 
Given that he speaks of God’s concern for us humans, then why has he never, to my knowledge, cared about (spoken out about) people being hungry and/or sick the way Jesus did?
~ Still speaking of this one candidate, let me quote what else he has had to say about guns.  “With your help, if you get a chance to go to________________.org,  I would like to have your support to then lead an effort across the planet to ensure that the right to bear arms becomes permanent and is a human right everywhere which will guarantee its safety in America.”  This candidate has consistently demonstrated his love of God and Christianity by speaking out about a war on religion, and a war against the Catholic Church, in particular.  (I should say consistently as I have seen it.  That would be fair.  That’s because, as I said, I do not listen or see this man unless by accident.)
 Given that this man speaks of God and his Christian church, and given the Christian principle of living a life free of selfish ambition (Phil 2:3), then why would he put his efforts on behalf of human rights in terms of what it can do for us Americans?

Let me end with myself.  Given that I am always distressed by views which seem totally lacking in compassion for critical, urgent issues, such as meeting the basic needs of children, then it behooves me to make every effort to avoid being exposed to such selfishness.  This is exactly what I do.  I just wish I succeeded more often. 

Monday, April 23, 2012

Feeling for Both

My “To Do” list isn’t necessarily long today, but the tasks will take time.  So I don’t have much time.  But I feel the need to write this post.
I said recently how badly I felt when George Zimmerman first appeared in court with his new attorney.   I saw a nice looking man, obviously distressed, and seemingly dazed and baffled by the situation.  I saw a second destroyed life.  Not that I hadn’t wanted him to be arrested.  From my perspective, if he had only done as told and NOT followed Trayvon Martin, a teenager would be alive today.  However, that doesn’t mean that I don’t recognize that the possibilities that might be represented by George Zimmerman’s life are very likely also dead. 
I wondered how all this had happened.  I wondered if his parents had failed to instruct him in respecting authority.  I wondered if he had been raised in a home where stereotypes and seeing life through narrowed and perhaps accusatory, haughty eyes, was the norm.  Was he one of those people driven to be in control and his family had failed, or maybe just didn’t know how to teach him that such desire was destructive for him and his life?  OR, had George Zimmerman, having grown to manhood, chosen to approach life from a totally different viewpoint than that of his upbringing?  He is, after all 28 years old, and beyond the age where he has begun to make his own life choices.  Either way, I found the resulting consequence a very sad commentary on allowing oneself to accept thought patterns that assume the negative; that exclude others; that make one decide s/he knows more than others; that makes one decide against being compliant in situations where compliance would be the wise thing. 
I thought about how extremely frightened he had to be and about how devastated his family had to be.  All because this man had ignored the regulations of the Neighborhood Watch program which said he should not carry a weapon.  All because, even after having failed to see the wisdom of such a regulation and having decided to therefore ignore it, he also decided against waiting for the proper authorities to arrive.  All because he felt he could judge what behavior was or was not suspicious.  All because he assumed the negative about someone he didn’t know, without any internal conversation to question his assumptions. 
Last night I saw him in court again, dressed in a nice suit, but unable to walk easily or to shake hands easily because the chains going from his feet up around his waist and hands prevented his doing so.  I’m not so sure those chains were necessary.  After all, he certainly wasn’t going anywhere.  Surely he would be afraid to try and escape.  Surely he knew that to do so would put him at great risk.  Maybe the chains are used for all suspects in a murder; I hope that is the case.  Anyway, I thought about his mother, watching television and seeing her son in such a dire predicament.   I thought about how both she and Trayvon’s mother had so much in common.  They had both given birth to infant sons, held them that first time, loved them immediately, and wanted to protect them and provide as good a life for them as possible.  And both have suffered a terrible, life-altering loss.  And both want the same thing for their sons; justice as they see it. 
I’ve been told that the fact that I can feel for both Trayvon Martin’s family, as well as that of George Zimmerman, and George Zimmerman himself shows that I can see both sides of an issue.  I would like to think I live life trying to see all sides of an issue.  But the fact is I only know one thing for sure.  I see destroyed lives on both sides.  And I find that incredibly sad.